wish i had someone i feel comfortable enough to share stuff with...

i'm so afraid to open up, i won't even share things with myself.

LOL

ok, that was a joke.

to say it is to admit it...to myself and to others.

something i'm not ready to do?

so it's better to be in denial?

and act like everything is ok? 

eeekyekeyeke.

so ye, i really should talk to someone.

and make myself accountable to make changes already.