Sunday, May 29, 2011

the interview

those calls could have waited.

the "c" word.

the attention span.

the ATTENTION.

not to mention the notion of being at those dreaded social functions.

next!

i should learn...

to eat and drink lots of water when i drink more than 1 glass of wine.

:/

Thursday, May 26, 2011

just learned 2 new songs...

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on electric bass! sexy!

finally! some peace!

and on that note...taken from my girlfriend's fb page:

"...you are constantly in the act of creating yourself. You are in every moment deciding who and what you are. You decide this largely through the choices you make regarding who and what you feel passionate about..." -Neale Donald Walsch

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

un.fucking.believable!

"i get so weary and i think i've had enough..."

don't interpret my behavior to be anything else but self respect & preservation.

whether it makes sense to you how i choose to deal with my issues is not my concern.

furthermore, my postings are not an invitation for your comments or scrutiny.

invite-uninvite-or not-or reinvite-or uninvite-or whatever...sooooooo tired!

and it didn't JUST HAPPEN...poor dead horse has been beaten to death for months.

Friday, May 20, 2011

apocalypse

always thought it was going to come "like a thief in the night", supposedly, that's tomorrow at 6p.

doesn't seem very stealthlike to me! would be interesting what Harold Camping's breakfast conversation is going to be this Sunday.
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Thursday, May 19, 2011

sounds good...

A wise man once said, “If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything”.

Monday, May 16, 2011

5/21




i'm participating in a baptism ceremony this sunday, 5/22...in a church...by a priest.

i take that to mean that he doesn't believe the world is ending on 5/21.

so, it turns out...

you would have continued to manage both for as long as you didn't get caught!

people that i run away from...

too political...left or right...i can find other much more interesting things to ponder and discuss.

is that bad?

i didn't invite you, so...

you must be here because:

1/ you're a web troller and couldn't find anything else more interesting to see,
2/ we know each other from before and you're curious to see how fat or old i've gotten since the last time you saw me,
3/ you just want to know more about me,
4/ you curious what goes on in my brain,
5/ facebook wasn't interesting enough for you,
6/ i wouldn't friend you on facebook,
7/ you're my stalker

this is pretty raw and uncut, what you see is what you get.

don't judge!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

someone told me this one day...everyone can probably relate one way or the other...

if a person doesn't love you, there's nothing you can do to make them stay,

if a person loves you, there's nothing you can do to make them go away.

fat chance!

continue with your miserable life.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

love this!

20 Things I've Learned as an Entrepreneur
BY FC Expert Blogger Alicia MorgaWed Jun 30, 2010

"On my last day at Consorte Media I wrote an email to myself listing the twenty things I've learned as an entrepreneur. In honor of Consorte Media's birth anniversary of July 1st, I list them below.

1. It’s rare when someone is their word; treasure it in others, cultivate it in yourself

2. Call AND email – the squeaky wheel does get the grease

3. Hold yourself to a standard of behavior and business

4. Pay attention to detail

5. It truly is win/win – don’t work with folks who think about it any other way

6. Focus

7. Don’t bang your head against the wall – go with what works, but that doesn’t mean you don’t continue to innovate

8. Be kind but firm

9. Adopt the Cindy Crawford motto and never point out your flaws but do admit to your mistakes

10. FEAR: False Expectations Appearing Real

11. You always have a choice

12. People will fight you on everything – stick to your guns

13. Perception is reality - you’re always creating an impression

14. Everything is a negotiation, even if you don’t think it is

15. People hear what they want to and usually only remember the negative

16. Generosity looks good on

17. Have the difficult conversations – they’re always worth it

18. It goes by fast and your health is the most important thing - take care of it/make it a priority

19. Those old business axioms are true, e.g., take time to hire and be fast to fire

20. The path to hell really is paved with good intentions"

great...

now, i'm also on my .

so makes double the fun for a few days.

day 11 or 12? losing track.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Monday, May 9, 2011

:/

doctor. "nothing to worry about". meds 4x day. follow up wednesday.

133#time.to.put.brakes.on.bagels

Friday, May 6, 2011

worried

headache for going on a week now. may have to break down and see a doc.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

A different approach

So I have my regular facebook page for the obvious, public rants & raves.

And I have my facebook fan page *Jersey City Beat* to promote my business.

Then I have this blog where I was finding myself regurgitating the same information. So in an effort to stop the redundancies, I decided to keep this page for more up-close-and-personal Carme...

First, I begin by explaining my general MO...if you believe in horoscopes & the general nature of Scorpios, I have a hard time opening up and sharing my inner most feelings, but here, I will try my best to just be as vulnerable and open as possible.

If you were to believe the Zodiac signs, my general tendencies are:

Good:

Determined and forceful, Emotional and intuitive, Powerful and passionate, Exciting and magnetic.


Darker side:

Jealous and resentful, Compulsive and obsessive, Secretive and obstinate

I'll try not to stay away too long this time...