i would get so bent out of shape when i don't hear from him or he doesn't return a text right away. he's at the MLS & All Star soccer game with the Aussies. he's not called.
am i more mature, or do i just GET him now?
i don't doubt he loves me. oh,the.man.loves.me! he bought me a fucking car! he's been controlling his drinking, and he's been really, really sweet.
>>>but what to do about the drinking?<<<
we both have our own demons. we have this co-dependency with each other.
this time, i don't feel neglected or disrespected or lonely or unwanted.
it's been positive.
but there are still issues.
yet still i'm cautiously optimistic...
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